Right into Goodbye
Sunday, September 3rd, 2006When I first moved to the city, I lived in a small studio apartment near the corner of Fulton and Lafayette. I didn’t know much of anything about the city and frankly I was terrified of meeting people at first. I had a neighbor, Jack, who wore punk rock outfits and metal everywhere he went, even to work. I was working an internship at an office nearby and occasionally I would run into Jack as I was leaving for work in the morning, or when I was coming home at night.
Jack always seemed to have a forty in one hand and a menthol cigarette in the other. He had this girl with him who had pink streaks in her hair and wore cutoff t-shirts of the Ramones and Sublime. I sort of had a crush on her, as she was just so cute and shy in a bad girl kind of way. I know Jack realized I liked her. He introduced me one night when I came back from work and he took off down the street, he said to get cigarettes. He yelled back to me, “Keep her entertained, bloke!”
I introduced myself to her and she shook my hand with a shy smile. She had these huge brown eyes. I stumbled over my words and managed to let out that I thought she was very beautiful. She thanked me and turned away, at this point I was sitting on the stair railing, admiring her and looking down the street in the direction Jack had gone.
“He’s not your boyfriend,” I asked.
“Nope. Jack, he’s one of kind. I found him in a punk show about a year ago. We?ve been hanging ever since. He’s gay though.”
“Really? I never would of thought that.”
I later found out she thought he was gay because he never made a move on her, but it turns out Jack had done heroin for about three years when he was growing up. He caught the virus and didn’t like telling people about it. So when he never made a move on Sheila, she just assumed he was gay and let it go at that.
Sheila and I have been married for five years now. Jack died a year after we were married. We both helped take care of him when he was ailing and he was always a good guy. We still miss him to this day.